By Nuzhat Mushtaq
Today marks the 14th death anniversary of yours,
And still, it’s hard for me to believe you are not around.
Dear Nani, whenever troubles weigh me down,
You’d listen, guide me, and bring a smile on my chubby face,
In those days, I’d share my worries with you,
And you’d bring solace to my soul with your kind and wise words.
Though time has passed, and I can no longer share,
You still visit me in dreams, offering comfort when I’m disturbed.
You knew me better than anyone ever can, And understood the working of my heart.
There’s no one who can bring solace to my soul,
The way you did, with your loving presence.
As a child,I’d gaze at your radiant face,
And find solutions to my problems in your words.
You taught me to cherish small joys,
Like feeding stray animals and birds.
You showed me how to adapt to changing environments,
And to rely solely on Allah’s guidance.
Your influence helped me to connect with kindred spirits,
Reminding me that good people still exist in this world
Dear Nani, you instilled so much goodness in me,
That sometimes I forget the struggles I face.
Losing You still feels like a fresh wound,
I recall that fateful Saturday morning call, and the world crashing down around me.
Just a week before, we were together, and a week later things changed forever.
My world was turned upside down,
And I lost myself in grief.
I yearn for your presence, Dear Nani,
To share thoughts and feelings with you once more.
At times, I’m calm, while other times, I ‘m irritated,
But one thing remains constant – my longing for you.
Dear Nani, I miss you more than words can say,
Your love and guidance continue to shape me each day.
